January 2010
had the best sex ever.
fuckyeahamanda:
shit got crazy wild.
sat with a friend while they were on skype. had a margarita and not even a whole glass of beer.
decided i was hungry and drove us to taco bell. ordered two chalupas for myself and drunky mcdrunkerson ordered a taco salad. (later came their realization of “damn i was obviously drunk i never order a taco salad” they later proceeded to puke it and their dinner...
“I’ll never ask permission from you,
fuck off I’m not listening to...”
Irony
My laptop is still basically dead. I have no idea what the hell to do. Ive done every possible thing and nothing works.
I am so sad that I’m losing all those pictures, and letters, and drawings.
The ironic thing is, the nite my lap top dies and I lose all the pictures from when my ex and I were together is conveniently four months to the date that we broke up.
Ironic huh?
My laptop just crashed
And it wont go back on. I keep getting the blue screen of death.
I’m totally crying. I lost all my files. including all pictures.pictures of my friends and I. Pictures from when I was with my ex. ive literally just lost all of the memories that I was holding onto.
I'll post the rest up tomorrow
If my computer is still functioning then.
Its slowly dying on me and i have no idea how to fix it.
My stupid older brother used my laptop
Downloaded some gaming bullshit and now I have a fucking virus.
Micro kick back spam!
Yes. I know. I’m smoking in a lot of the pics. :|
not home yet.
I’m sitting here watching Anais be a femme, doing her make up, all while she is stoned and wearing a dress. That my friend is what we call an A+ femme. Haha I’ll post pics from last nite micro “kick back” so you can see how rancid I look when I’m wrecked. :X Amy, when I get home you’re dead. †gowithgod. lmao
happy
:) very much so. I’m at will’s house with my lovers Anais, Michelle, and Patty. so damn wrecked…… yuhhssss
Packing up my things, I'm not coming back.
Once again. Until sunday?
Today I am sleeping over at Wills. Tomorrow we’re having a micro kick back. <3
hope everyone has a good weekend
*glare* especially you Amy
So I got asked
to name one think I hated or disliked about myself.
and honestly I couldnt think of something substantial
all I really thought of was that I have a cursing problem and semi bad skin and the chub but all that can be fixed even though im not sure if i dislike those things to the point where I would want to change.
I really like everything about myself.
I never realized that, that makes me really...
Yeah that was an early mornign lyric spam
WHUT
“Everybody would waste it all,
to have a summer that they could call,
memory...”
Hey, You know they’re all the same. You know you’re doing better on your own, So don’t buy in. Live right now. Yeah, just be yourself. It doesn’t matter if it’s good enough For someone else. It just takes some time, little girl, you’re in the middle of the ride. Everything, everything will be just fine, Everything, everything will be alright.
Hey,...
“caught off guard
all worked up
the air is as dark and cold as night
let me go...”
Today I will
Talk to sierra. fjlkasjlfdj really nervous. but if I dont I will never know if shes gay or not. fasdjfjsd :D
the 28th
Today would have been my mine and my ex’s eight months.
blah.
I know its dumb to think of things like this still, but it sort of always stands out when I see the big 28 on my calender.
Nite all
I love you Amyyyyy even though your cheating on me!
Go to the club.
Feel better.
Get some pootain.
<3 u
I can't think of anybody else who I hate to miss...
burymewithit:
serpentsbeneaththeirhoods:
(via sammpire)
I may be going to my first club (a gay club)...
lovelizzy:
Which means I would actually meet girls other than the 5 lesbians I know. Four of them are dating each other, and one is like my sister.
I can’t decide if I want to go or not.
1.you better go and obtain some poontain
&&
2. your sisters queer?
I cant live here much longer.
I hate it so much. I’m not being a whining or being spoiled, but I cant stand living in such a hateful household much longer.
My grandmother, uncles, and brother are homophobic. I over heard my grandmother openly admitting to hating me. Everyone is so extremely negative.
5 more months until graduation. 5 more months till I can leave.
I really hope I can put up with this for 5 more months.
I want to hate you so bad.
(via burymewithit)
Talking shit on the phone with my dad :]
Anonymous asked: You said your last kiss was Krystal? Who might that be? lol
Anonymous asked: How was your day darling?
I hope your feeling better then you were this weekend :( you'll get past this with time. I know you will your strong.
I hope your feeling better then you were this weekend :( you'll get past this with time. I know you will your strong.
lovelizzy:
carissaforeverandalways:
Damn straight bonus points if you’re female. AMY NEEDS SOME POONTAIN!.
lol
*damn queer.
Carissa is the advocate for me getting a girlfriend, hahaha. Girls I know in real life don’t like me, and I always wind up dating guys.
Im gonna make you an add :D
I cant do this
Whole repressed in the closet thing for much longer.
“Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you’re unlike any...”
The Next Person I Date Must:
lovelizzy:
-Enjoy cereal as much as I do
-Listen to City and Colour
-Mostly just enjoy cereal as much as I do.
Bonus points if you’re female, you like to hold hands, and you’re not crazy.
Damn straight bonus points if you’re female. AMY NEEDS SOME POONTAIN!.
lol
*damn queer.
She has D's
My ex girlfriend Vanessa just told me she wears a D.
Holy balls man.
poor dyke. lol.
Sterio Junkie = TERRIBLE EDM
Who ever Steriotypicaltechnomusic junkie is.
He puts on some of the worst most boring EDM sets ive seen and heard in my life.
Dream;
Ok, quickly before I miss my buss.
This morning I woke up from a really crappy dream. I woke up early because of it too.
I had a dream that my love Amy(lovelizzy) bought this really awesome Mustang Viper, and I guess we lived together or something because I was at home waiting for her to come back with the car and I was watching the news and she drove off a cliff…while blasting Blink-182.
...
I look unintentionally femme today.
Ensemble;
Grey Vneck (makes my boobs look bigger) Grey and blue pinstripe cardigan Black golfer skinnys Black hightops. Grey beanie
I think its the boobs that are causin the femme. oh and the fact that my hair is almost to my boobs now :X i need a hair cut. and bindings. lol.
offthecoast
should go online :P
cos im bored
All I can think is, I miss you.
intothe-airwaves:
(via instrumentality)
‘Cause, I feel so mad, I feel so angry, Feel so careless, So lost confused, again, Feel so cheap, So used unfaithful, Lets start over Lets start over, Sometimes, I wish I was smart, I wish I made cures for, How people are, I wish I had power, i wish I could lead, I wish I could change the world for you and me,